i’m not a fan of quick changes. or maybe big changes in general….but i feel like having some time to digest it all makes it a little better, easier to swallow and accept.

but when something kinda big comes along, in the matter of days, well, that’s another story.


but i guess i should have known. the one time i was certain about my plans…..
now the equivalence of an earthquake has interrupted my happily planned life, and..what to do….


i know i have to, i should, pray about it, but how do i hear the answer? i’ve never really been good at this, and with the rapidness of this all…what if i don’t hear an answer in time? #doubt.
or maybe, is this the answer all along? 


i just don’t want to be taken advantage of…