ackkk i had some deep thoughts riding the bus today
and now i’ve forgotten all of it! =(

straightening hair takes about 5 hrs -_-

watched money no enough 2 today… singaporean movie… glad there were english subtitles.. it was funny (and a little sad) though =)

for reasons unknown the weekend seems soooo far away/so long ago.. and it was only yesterday.. my sense of time is really far gone.

i think i try too hard and end up shoving..it works for some, but not for others… so i guess my next step is to figure out who i need to do it to and who to not..

ooh i remember now. and it was during the hairstuff, not the ride… but i guess…. i remember a few years ago, i was making random comments and making jokes of stuff and whatnot. don’t get me wrong, i’ve never changed much from the introvert that i am… but looking back at the people who i see every year.. i remember making little comments and jokes and generally acting like a little kid.. and for some reason, i’ve changed from that. i dunno if it’s good or bad, but i feel like i’m acting old now… i’m still the same amount of quiet, but it’s like i’ve grown up in a way.. and i feel like i used to act really childishly, though it may only have been 3 years ago..3 summers ago…
and yet, when i look at myself today, i still don’t think i “act my age”… for some reason, i feel like i always act younger than the people around me, whether it’s true or not…
i wonder how i can fix it. but at the same time without becoming an old geezer…

balance. that’s what we all strive for, i guess…

night safari tomorrow? it’s amazing how much time can be tied up through various events and “appointments”… and next thing i know, it’ll be time to leave…

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