oh man i haven’t posted in like over a week…

my thoughts are always really scattered nowadays
college doesn’t seem to be about school and homework anymore…
just going to classes, catching up, and…

i don’t even know where the time goes…

music =)

i saw the second albino squirrel (this one is more white and less beige) on a walk the other day (when bill clinton came to talk, but i only heard sean astin endorsing hillary when i was around the main mall)… but i walked around, ran into a couple friends, and saw the squirrel… it was supposed to clear my head, and i guess it did (for those precious moments)…
i wish i could stop analyzing and wondering and all that, but then again, if i actually did, i wouldn’t be me anymore, would i?

i think (for the most part) that i’m one of those people who wouldn’t be able to survive living..not exactly a lie, but like.. living in a way that i wasn’t fully comfortable with? hmm ok that doesn’t make sense…….i wouldn’t be comfortable living in a way that i had to change myself to belong and fit in? maybe that makes more sense? or maybe i’d be ok and just deal with it internally?

great. i just confused myself again =(

i wish i had life figured out…

and that people would stop suffering and hurting…

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