life lesson #2: if you use yourself as a bargaining chip, your parents are willing to do anything
aka selling your soul to the devil to a lesser extent, except their reason for everything is “for your own good”, or “so you get a better life”

too bad i don’t get to choose any of it.

also, people lie to get what they want.  i should quit trusting others.

the two things i take most offense at:
1) questioning or being skeptical of my loyalty
2) implying or calling me a liar. 
they might not seem that big a deal, that important.  you may not care.  but i do.  so don’t.

whatta dilemma… don’t feel like staying here. don’t feel like going back.
anyone up for running away? =)