ok so. i was gonna put this up like…right before i left. but then i realized my computer had to be packed as well >.< ah i’m so smart…haha
so here goes:
Sigh. I wanted to write an actual meaningful passage, but the only thing I could come up with that sounded even remotely like something I would say came along the lines of:
I’m going to miss the people here SO much, it’ll be worth the sappy teasing I get once this is posted. 🙂
Haha. It’s true. I’m not the sappy type. Or at least, outwardly I’m not…
rawr. I’ve met so many people here…over the span of three years. It feels like I kinda grew up here (well except for those times where people talk about the past in SL and I’m just like…I moved here in 10th grade heh). And… this summer, especially… WOW. I grew closer to a LOT of people (yay!) and got to know a lot more people…like…became acquaintances or friends.
And I’ve been spending so much time with the people around here lately. It’s weird. It’s like I’m trying to make up for the past…17 years of my life with this one summer. And I’m grateful for it, for time, for this seemingly long summer (I can’t really remember life before summer unless I concentrate harddddd).
Thanks for the memories. And good luck at life? Haha. I’m not really going far away or leaving forever, but it kinda seems that way. Because…none of us know what will happen. We’ll make new friends and all… lots of things will change. And this post is just to thank everyone for their part in my life, big or small. It seems cheesy and non-personal, but all those random moments, all the weirdness, all the serious talks, everything… they’ve meant a lot, and they’ve changed me and made me well… me.
I’ll see most of you around… sometime. And thanks… for…. making me feel like I belong, for… making me happy, for… helping me, for… helping each other. I really dunno…but… thanks.
uh. so. when i wrote this (and long after)…i felt sad and all cuz i was leaving…and life would be weird…but now i just feel a little tired…and i’m kinda looking forward to what the future has in store for me… which is good!
so thanks for the prayers – i’m sure this change in thoughts and emotions and stuff is all cuz of God!!